Namaste!
Holy crap!
I know I don't like to whine a lot but..
Whiiiiiiiiiine!!!
Lol!
My endo has found a new place it likes to torture me: my lower back. I woke up this morning with pain in my right hip that moved to my entire low back, with more pain (almost numbing even) going down the front of my thigh. Holy jeeeebus! It hurt so much I cried.
Surgery is scheduled for Monday, so NO anti-inflammatories or blood-thinning meds allowed. I can only take Tylenol which only helps a little bit. I'm popping Extra Strength like it's candy. It doesn't do much. This is very tough.. Especially since I'm also battling a cold which threatens to postpone my surgery. I see my GP tomorrow, hospital calls on Friday.. And hopefully: surgery on Monday.
I want this shit OUT OF MEE!
I've also been spotting today. Perhaps I'm ovulating (I thought I already did that?? Crazy body)
Anyways, back to work time (yes I'm at work during all this! I'm strengthening my inner toughness, even though I'm not too focused or too sharp right now)
*deep breaths, take more Tylenol and go upstairs via elevator*
Lol!
Bye for now!
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
The Welcome Wagon
Ok I have some things to get off my chest!
I went to Manitoba for a week. The trip was fantastic. I left all my problems and worries at home and as a result, I experienced very little to no pain. I only had pain on Monday because I think I may have been ovulating.
I came home on Tuesday, weary from jet lag. I had gotten up in Winnipeg at 5:30am, which at home is 3:30am. Anyone with endometriosis or IBS knows that sudden changes in person's schedule can really mess you up. My IBS flared up the most.
The change in diet (I normally eat the same thing every day and at roughly the same time) and the change in water and sleep cycle caused some very unpleasant bathroom experiences. I already pee every half hour or more depending on the amount of water I drink.. I added going to the bathroom for the "other thing" quite often too! Lol! Ouchie.
Lots of cramping, bloating, and general discomfort.
Well, I got yelled at for "spending too much time in the bathroom" by someone I live with. It made me very upset because said person knows I'm sick. The lack of understanding was very hurtful to me, and the fact that this person had to communicate the fact that I visit the toilet frequently with profanities and such a loud voice also brought me down. I've only been home for two days now and I feel very unwelcome. In fact, I feel "homesick" for a place that wasn't even my home!
I'm depressed, and unmotivated to do anything. My appetite is gone, my stomach hurts, I cry a lot.. I'm very tired. It's so unfortunate to feel unwelcome in your own home. Like a burden or an intruder. I don't like having to use the bathroom all the time either. It was especially hard while I was traveling.
I know I'm probably not a burden on my family, but it's very hard for me to ask for help. Surgery is upcoming and I'm going to need assistance. Will it annoy them if I need help with things? I honestly have no idea. I'm nervous about the post-op recovery rather than the surgery itself. My family will also be leaving for 5 days around Easter so I'll be home by myself during that time. I hope I'm okay by then.
I hope I start feeling better soon. I was so happy and energetic on my trip. I don't feel like myself at home..
I went to Manitoba for a week. The trip was fantastic. I left all my problems and worries at home and as a result, I experienced very little to no pain. I only had pain on Monday because I think I may have been ovulating.
I came home on Tuesday, weary from jet lag. I had gotten up in Winnipeg at 5:30am, which at home is 3:30am. Anyone with endometriosis or IBS knows that sudden changes in person's schedule can really mess you up. My IBS flared up the most.
The change in diet (I normally eat the same thing every day and at roughly the same time) and the change in water and sleep cycle caused some very unpleasant bathroom experiences. I already pee every half hour or more depending on the amount of water I drink.. I added going to the bathroom for the "other thing" quite often too! Lol! Ouchie.
Lots of cramping, bloating, and general discomfort.
Well, I got yelled at for "spending too much time in the bathroom" by someone I live with. It made me very upset because said person knows I'm sick. The lack of understanding was very hurtful to me, and the fact that this person had to communicate the fact that I visit the toilet frequently with profanities and such a loud voice also brought me down. I've only been home for two days now and I feel very unwelcome. In fact, I feel "homesick" for a place that wasn't even my home!
I'm depressed, and unmotivated to do anything. My appetite is gone, my stomach hurts, I cry a lot.. I'm very tired. It's so unfortunate to feel unwelcome in your own home. Like a burden or an intruder. I don't like having to use the bathroom all the time either. It was especially hard while I was traveling.
I know I'm probably not a burden on my family, but it's very hard for me to ask for help. Surgery is upcoming and I'm going to need assistance. Will it annoy them if I need help with things? I honestly have no idea. I'm nervous about the post-op recovery rather than the surgery itself. My family will also be leaving for 5 days around Easter so I'll be home by myself during that time. I hope I'm okay by then.
I hope I start feeling better soon. I was so happy and energetic on my trip. I don't feel like myself at home..
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Toughing It Out
Namaste!
It's been a tough 13 days! I'm sorry I haven't blogged. For the first week of March, I decided to take extra hours at work. I ended up working a 6 day week so that I have enough money to buffer the financial burden of taking time off to go to Manitoba for vacation (which was booked before my surgery was) and then time off for surgery/recovery.
I've been overworked, over-stressed, and in a lot of pain needless to say.
I celebrated my birthday on the 8th, and struggled. I had to get some chores done beforehand like grocery shopping and I couldn't believe how exhausted I was. I had a really good day, but I was just dragging my feet because of how tired I was. I was like that for most of the week.
Then a few days ago, the bloating started. My belly puffs out a lot and I sometimes look pregnant. I hide under baggy sweaters and wear yoga pants so it doesn't put pressure on my tender belly. I've also had sharp pain in my ovaries (left one mostly) and the pain goes down my left leg. I've also had what feels like menstrual cramps. I take my Advil every 4 hours but it only takes care of some of the pain.
I'm nervous to be going on a trip in 3 days cuz I haven't travelled as an "endometriosis patient."
I'm worried about being in pain, I'm worried about finding restrooms since I go so often.. I'm worried about getting sick!
I need to RELAX!
I'll be okay.
I really need this vacation. Visit friends. Have fun. Forget about work, surgery, and at-home drama. That's the whole point of "going away" right??
I hope I feel better soon.
I go to the hospital tomorrow morning/afternoon for my pre-surgical clinic. I get to pee in cups. Yay! Lol!
Goodnight lovies!
It's been a tough 13 days! I'm sorry I haven't blogged. For the first week of March, I decided to take extra hours at work. I ended up working a 6 day week so that I have enough money to buffer the financial burden of taking time off to go to Manitoba for vacation (which was booked before my surgery was) and then time off for surgery/recovery.
I've been overworked, over-stressed, and in a lot of pain needless to say.
I celebrated my birthday on the 8th, and struggled. I had to get some chores done beforehand like grocery shopping and I couldn't believe how exhausted I was. I had a really good day, but I was just dragging my feet because of how tired I was. I was like that for most of the week.
Then a few days ago, the bloating started. My belly puffs out a lot and I sometimes look pregnant. I hide under baggy sweaters and wear yoga pants so it doesn't put pressure on my tender belly. I've also had sharp pain in my ovaries (left one mostly) and the pain goes down my left leg. I've also had what feels like menstrual cramps. I take my Advil every 4 hours but it only takes care of some of the pain.
I'm nervous to be going on a trip in 3 days cuz I haven't travelled as an "endometriosis patient."
I'm worried about being in pain, I'm worried about finding restrooms since I go so often.. I'm worried about getting sick!
I need to RELAX!
I'll be okay.
I really need this vacation. Visit friends. Have fun. Forget about work, surgery, and at-home drama. That's the whole point of "going away" right??
I hope I feel better soon.
I go to the hospital tomorrow morning/afternoon for my pre-surgical clinic. I get to pee in cups. Yay! Lol!
Goodnight lovies!
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
No Room For Negativity!!
Namaste lovies!!
Its been a bit of a moody week. I've had a very annoying cold for about two weeks now. The one with the cough, stuffy nose, and kermit voice! Yup! Still got it! It's a bit daunting, as it sometimes keeps me awake at night. The cold is screwing with my ability to think clearly, and sometimes, I have to take medicines so I can breathe better but unfortunately, cloud my focus..
it was brought to my attention today that I sounded "drunk" Lol!
I rarely drink alcoholic beverages.. Must be that cough medicine! Be careful! Read labels.
The downside is I haven't been to the gym since I came down with the cold.. This has also affected my mood. I've also been in pain and I've experienced some hormonal fluctuations.. It feels like I'm ovulating but I can't be because I just finished menses last week. I experienced what felt like ovulation pain 2 days after my period ended. Last night I ended up with a coughing fit which left both ovaries in pain. It felt like something inside me was being pulled and even walking was difficult. I was at work when this happened. Took two Advil and kept going!
Perhaps I'm a martyr.. But I prefer to think I enjoy distraction.
Some exciting news: March is Endometriosis Awareness Month! March 7th to 14th is International Endometriosis Awareness Week! On the first day of March, wear a yellow shirt to show your support.. Or perhaps a yellow ribbon!
Not enough people know about this disease and how it affects those who suffer from it. It's a common illness, affecting anywhere between 5-10% of women during their reproductive years. Maybe with enough support and awareness, we can find a cure!
I'm currently experiencing one of the most frustrating aspects of endometriosis: a suppressed immune system!! Hence why I've been sick with a cold virus for so long.
I hope I get over it soon.
Some other exciting plans for March: I'm going on a trip! Yup! To Manitoba to visit some dear friends of mine. My best friend used to live there but recently moved to Australia. I was very sad about this, but didn't talk about it much.. I'm still determined to go and have fun. I wish I could see my best friend, but that will have to wait for another time. Meanwhile, we will keep in touch!
It's also my birthday on the 8th, but I'm not really excited about it. I tend to get a little depressed around my birthday.. I think because I'm not where I thought I'd be in life. Don't get me wrong, I love my job.. But its not a career.. I also can't live off it.. So I have no assets, and I live in the basement of my mom's house and pay $300 a month for rent. It's all I can afford.
I figured I'd be married by now, maybe even have kids. I'm single, and may never even have kids in the future. I haven't even dated in several months. No time really.
That's ok. I'm not feeling sorry for myself. I'm just saying: this isn't what I had planned. Nobody plans on a recession, or going to the wrong college, or getting sick. It just happens. They're hurdles in life. If shit didn't happen, I wouldn't be as nearly as strong as I am today!
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
In any case, March will be an exciting month! Also April, with upcoming surgery. I'm making plans as to which video games I want to play during my recovery! Heeheehee :3
I'm also hoping for warmer weather, and an end to dry skin/eczema! *scratch scratch scratch*
Lol!
Goodnight, readers!
Xoxoxo
M.
Its been a bit of a moody week. I've had a very annoying cold for about two weeks now. The one with the cough, stuffy nose, and kermit voice! Yup! Still got it! It's a bit daunting, as it sometimes keeps me awake at night. The cold is screwing with my ability to think clearly, and sometimes, I have to take medicines so I can breathe better but unfortunately, cloud my focus..
it was brought to my attention today that I sounded "drunk" Lol!
I rarely drink alcoholic beverages.. Must be that cough medicine! Be careful! Read labels.
The downside is I haven't been to the gym since I came down with the cold.. This has also affected my mood. I've also been in pain and I've experienced some hormonal fluctuations.. It feels like I'm ovulating but I can't be because I just finished menses last week. I experienced what felt like ovulation pain 2 days after my period ended. Last night I ended up with a coughing fit which left both ovaries in pain. It felt like something inside me was being pulled and even walking was difficult. I was at work when this happened. Took two Advil and kept going!
Perhaps I'm a martyr.. But I prefer to think I enjoy distraction.
Some exciting news: March is Endometriosis Awareness Month! March 7th to 14th is International Endometriosis Awareness Week! On the first day of March, wear a yellow shirt to show your support.. Or perhaps a yellow ribbon!
Not enough people know about this disease and how it affects those who suffer from it. It's a common illness, affecting anywhere between 5-10% of women during their reproductive years. Maybe with enough support and awareness, we can find a cure!
I'm currently experiencing one of the most frustrating aspects of endometriosis: a suppressed immune system!! Hence why I've been sick with a cold virus for so long.
I hope I get over it soon.
Some other exciting plans for March: I'm going on a trip! Yup! To Manitoba to visit some dear friends of mine. My best friend used to live there but recently moved to Australia. I was very sad about this, but didn't talk about it much.. I'm still determined to go and have fun. I wish I could see my best friend, but that will have to wait for another time. Meanwhile, we will keep in touch!
It's also my birthday on the 8th, but I'm not really excited about it. I tend to get a little depressed around my birthday.. I think because I'm not where I thought I'd be in life. Don't get me wrong, I love my job.. But its not a career.. I also can't live off it.. So I have no assets, and I live in the basement of my mom's house and pay $300 a month for rent. It's all I can afford.
I figured I'd be married by now, maybe even have kids. I'm single, and may never even have kids in the future. I haven't even dated in several months. No time really.
That's ok. I'm not feeling sorry for myself. I'm just saying: this isn't what I had planned. Nobody plans on a recession, or going to the wrong college, or getting sick. It just happens. They're hurdles in life. If shit didn't happen, I wouldn't be as nearly as strong as I am today!
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
In any case, March will be an exciting month! Also April, with upcoming surgery. I'm making plans as to which video games I want to play during my recovery! Heeheehee :3
I'm also hoping for warmer weather, and an end to dry skin/eczema! *scratch scratch scratch*
Lol!
Goodnight, readers!
Xoxoxo
M.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Hopes, Dreams, and Acceptance
Namaste!
I'm writing to you from the comforts of my warm bed!! Such a luxury!! :)
I'm in a bit of pain though, so I'm not feeling too warm and fuzzy at the moment. It started about an hour or two ago on my right side.. It's like the pain I get when I ovulate but not as intense. It's still bothersome though.
I just ended my period yesterday.. It's odd for me to have this pain now.
Just more questions that will have to be answered after my surgery. I'm kinda glad I'm getting it now. Last night I couldn't sleep because of anxiety.
I'm over the whole scarring issue.. I just worried about my financial situation last night. Not even thinking about the positive things. First of all: I will know for certain what is wrong. How much endometriosis there is, how much damage was done, and how to treat it further after surgery.
Secondly: I'll be in less pain. No more curling up in bed holding my belly and grimacing in pain. No more tears.. No more cancelling events or calling in "sick" at work because of severe pelvic pain. No more popping pain medications like candy and getting frustrated when they don't work. No more being woken up by seering pain in the middle of the night..
I'm fully aware endometriosis comes back.. But at least I'll be pain-free for awhile and figure out an effective treatment plan for the future.
Last night I had this awful dream that I woke up from surgery and the doctor told me I had severe endometriosis - stage IV, and that I'd never have children, and that it was "everywhere".. On my bladder, bowel, ovaries, fallopian tubes and behind the uterus. In my dream they had to cut it all out and they operated on me for a long time. It seemed so real..
Definitely not something I should think about before bed! Lol!
Every month the pain gets worse and I know that the disease is spreading and causing more problems.. I need this surgery for that reason. I will be okay.. If I fall behind on my bills a little bit, I can make more money and pay them back. If I get a few scars, that's okay. I can live with that.. I don't want to be sick all the time and always in pain. I want to enjoy life.
I'm going to take some pain medications and try to sleep. My right side hurts a lot now.. It's radiating into my hip, and down the front of my leg sometimes.
The most annoying part about this illness?? My bladder. Last night I had to pee every 20 minutes (I timed it) and this lasted for an hour and a half. I didn't get to sleep til after 2am. The only thing I drank was a small cup of juice with my multivitamin last night at around 11:30pm.
Now I have to take a pill again and drink water with it! Ahhh my bladder won't like that! Stupid annoying thing!
Wish me luck!
Goodnight!
Xoxoxo
M.
I'm writing to you from the comforts of my warm bed!! Such a luxury!! :)
I'm in a bit of pain though, so I'm not feeling too warm and fuzzy at the moment. It started about an hour or two ago on my right side.. It's like the pain I get when I ovulate but not as intense. It's still bothersome though.
I just ended my period yesterday.. It's odd for me to have this pain now.
Just more questions that will have to be answered after my surgery. I'm kinda glad I'm getting it now. Last night I couldn't sleep because of anxiety.
I'm over the whole scarring issue.. I just worried about my financial situation last night. Not even thinking about the positive things. First of all: I will know for certain what is wrong. How much endometriosis there is, how much damage was done, and how to treat it further after surgery.
Secondly: I'll be in less pain. No more curling up in bed holding my belly and grimacing in pain. No more tears.. No more cancelling events or calling in "sick" at work because of severe pelvic pain. No more popping pain medications like candy and getting frustrated when they don't work. No more being woken up by seering pain in the middle of the night..
I'm fully aware endometriosis comes back.. But at least I'll be pain-free for awhile and figure out an effective treatment plan for the future.
Last night I had this awful dream that I woke up from surgery and the doctor told me I had severe endometriosis - stage IV, and that I'd never have children, and that it was "everywhere".. On my bladder, bowel, ovaries, fallopian tubes and behind the uterus. In my dream they had to cut it all out and they operated on me for a long time. It seemed so real..
Definitely not something I should think about before bed! Lol!
Every month the pain gets worse and I know that the disease is spreading and causing more problems.. I need this surgery for that reason. I will be okay.. If I fall behind on my bills a little bit, I can make more money and pay them back. If I get a few scars, that's okay. I can live with that.. I don't want to be sick all the time and always in pain. I want to enjoy life.
I'm going to take some pain medications and try to sleep. My right side hurts a lot now.. It's radiating into my hip, and down the front of my leg sometimes.
The most annoying part about this illness?? My bladder. Last night I had to pee every 20 minutes (I timed it) and this lasted for an hour and a half. I didn't get to sleep til after 2am. The only thing I drank was a small cup of juice with my multivitamin last night at around 11:30pm.
Now I have to take a pill again and drink water with it! Ahhh my bladder won't like that! Stupid annoying thing!
Wish me luck!
Goodnight!
Xoxoxo
M.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Doctor's Appointment + update
Namaste!
Today's appointment went well. I told my gynaecologist that I want to do the laparoscopy (and I also learned how to say it properly and how to spell it! Lol!)
I had to sign a bunch of things and check through a bunch of things. You know, diabetes, cancer, heart problems, whether or not I smoke, and list of my prescription drugs etc.
I also signed a consent form that if I start bleeding to allow them to slice me open and/or do a blood transfusion.
I also booked a date.
My surgery will be April 4th.
The doc explained that they'll make an incision in my belly button and if they find endometriosis, they'll make a few more incisions so they can remove it.
There's a chance I could bleed, get an infection, lose an ovary, etc etc. And I'm worried about one thing: scarring.
I'm worried I'm going to get poked with holes and have dents like a fender bender. How vain is that??
A lot of men my age want women to be perfect. If they see my scars, they might get freaked out. If they find out my ovaries don't work, they can't "deal with it". They get angry and frustrated because I'm celibate due to the fact that I refuse to partake in sex because it hurts. Some of them think I'm too fat, too thin, too pale or my boobs or too small.
Then I'll have poke-hole scars to go with that??
Shit.
I shouldn't let that bother me, but I do. Most of my paranoia is in my head anyways I'm sure.
I only dated one guy who thought I was damaged goods because I have "a disease". He put me down so much and he was really the only guy who did..he did it all AS he was dumping me! Nobody else had ever treated me so badly..But it hurt so much. It hurt so much that I haven't dated since.. Even if I'm attracted to someone I can't muster up the courage to tell him because I fear rejection.
I feel I have nothing to offer to anyone.
I need to stop feeling that way.
Not all men just want some young hot chick to hit the sheets with. Not all men want kids either.. And not all men are shallow and superficial. I can't let one bad relationship ruin my views on the male gender. That's not fair.
There's someone out there for me :3
Someone else who likes stupid Youtube videos, lolcats, SNFU, and Nintendo. Someone who is nice and smart and makes me laugh and understands my weird sense of humour. Most of all, someone who likes me for ME!
Anyways, I have to go. I'll pour out my bleeding broken heart later lol!!
I'm such a dork.
Bye!
Xoxo
Today's appointment went well. I told my gynaecologist that I want to do the laparoscopy (and I also learned how to say it properly and how to spell it! Lol!)
I had to sign a bunch of things and check through a bunch of things. You know, diabetes, cancer, heart problems, whether or not I smoke, and list of my prescription drugs etc.
I also signed a consent form that if I start bleeding to allow them to slice me open and/or do a blood transfusion.
I also booked a date.
My surgery will be April 4th.
The doc explained that they'll make an incision in my belly button and if they find endometriosis, they'll make a few more incisions so they can remove it.
There's a chance I could bleed, get an infection, lose an ovary, etc etc. And I'm worried about one thing: scarring.
I'm worried I'm going to get poked with holes and have dents like a fender bender. How vain is that??
A lot of men my age want women to be perfect. If they see my scars, they might get freaked out. If they find out my ovaries don't work, they can't "deal with it". They get angry and frustrated because I'm celibate due to the fact that I refuse to partake in sex because it hurts. Some of them think I'm too fat, too thin, too pale or my boobs or too small.
Then I'll have poke-hole scars to go with that??
Shit.
I shouldn't let that bother me, but I do. Most of my paranoia is in my head anyways I'm sure.
I only dated one guy who thought I was damaged goods because I have "a disease". He put me down so much and he was really the only guy who did..he did it all AS he was dumping me! Nobody else had ever treated me so badly..But it hurt so much. It hurt so much that I haven't dated since.. Even if I'm attracted to someone I can't muster up the courage to tell him because I fear rejection.
I feel I have nothing to offer to anyone.
I need to stop feeling that way.
Not all men just want some young hot chick to hit the sheets with. Not all men want kids either.. And not all men are shallow and superficial. I can't let one bad relationship ruin my views on the male gender. That's not fair.
There's someone out there for me :3
Someone else who likes stupid Youtube videos, lolcats, SNFU, and Nintendo. Someone who is nice and smart and makes me laugh and understands my weird sense of humour. Most of all, someone who likes me for ME!
Anyways, I have to go. I'll pour out my bleeding broken heart later lol!!
I'm such a dork.
Bye!
Xoxo
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Good Morning, Mother Nature!!
Namaste!!
To all my male readers, you may wanna skip reading this post!
Cover your eyes!
It's about..
Dun!
Dun!
Dun!
MY PERIOD!!
I must keep track of them. I was pain-free most of the day but now, at 1am, I am now in pain.. And for some reason, I have terrible gas. Wtf did I EAT??? Sheesh! I think my IBS is acting up too. *gurglegurglegurgle*
Good thing I'm sleeping alone, lovies! I don't even think my cat would wanna cuddle me now! And he's pretty stinky! Haha!
Let's see.. I had a spinach salad, red pepper, mushrooms, and a balsamic vineger/olive oil dressing. I eat this almost every single day without an issue. What gives??? Hormones. I keep telling myself it's hormones.
Just like the cramps!
I took an Advil to help ease the pain. The first night of my period is often one of little sleep. I also have to keep going pee despite cutting off my liquid consumption several hours before bedtime!! Grrr.
Then there's the cold which I still have. Sore throat, cough, stuffy nose goodness. All these problems always happen at once.. Like last month when I got the flu and then my period right after! Lol!
Is this supposed to happen?
I sure hope not.
My niece has also been sick which means sleepless nights for everyone. Cranky toddlers are very vocal when they are sick. She's been doing well today though. She sounds like Peter Brady going through puberty! Lol! She sounds funny and she knows it. She'll just randomly make a loud noise just to laugh at herself. Sounds like something I would do! Hahaha!
Since we're both sick we can make funny noises together.
I sound very funny when I'm sick, my voice going from extreme highs to extreme lows with some squeaks in between. It makes my job interesting. Talking for 6 and a half hours today was very trying on my tender throat and I am without a voice entirely right now.
However, my chattering monkey mind won't let me rest so I am just texting like a maniac, and blogging too. I have been overcome with this desire to communicate and tell fart jokes.
Speaking of farts there is this guy on Twitter.. No lie.. And he goes by the name "Fart Robot". Everytime tweets about farts he will "re-tweet" with the words "FART ROBOT APPROVES"
I cannot get enough of it!!
Yes, readers, I'm a twelve year old inside!
I have a Snoopy keychain and Hello Kitty pajamas. I am not ashamed.
You know what else I can't get enough of? Fisherman's Friends!!!
They don't do much, because my package is from a year ago.. And it's lost it's potency. It's basically just cherry candy now.
I like the original ones with the eucalyptus oil. Helps ya breathe better!! Maybe it's eating so many cough candies which is making my tummy mad??
It's not food after all.
Anyways I really should try to relax and rest so that I can get over my cold and back in the gym where I belong!
Night night!! Sleep tight!
Don't let Twitter keep you up all night! Lol!
Xoxoxo
M.
To all my male readers, you may wanna skip reading this post!
Cover your eyes!
It's about..
Dun!
Dun!
Dun!
MY PERIOD!!
I must keep track of them. I was pain-free most of the day but now, at 1am, I am now in pain.. And for some reason, I have terrible gas. Wtf did I EAT??? Sheesh! I think my IBS is acting up too. *gurglegurglegurgle*
Good thing I'm sleeping alone, lovies! I don't even think my cat would wanna cuddle me now! And he's pretty stinky! Haha!
Let's see.. I had a spinach salad, red pepper, mushrooms, and a balsamic vineger/olive oil dressing. I eat this almost every single day without an issue. What gives??? Hormones. I keep telling myself it's hormones.
Just like the cramps!
I took an Advil to help ease the pain. The first night of my period is often one of little sleep. I also have to keep going pee despite cutting off my liquid consumption several hours before bedtime!! Grrr.
Then there's the cold which I still have. Sore throat, cough, stuffy nose goodness. All these problems always happen at once.. Like last month when I got the flu and then my period right after! Lol!
Is this supposed to happen?
I sure hope not.
My niece has also been sick which means sleepless nights for everyone. Cranky toddlers are very vocal when they are sick. She's been doing well today though. She sounds like Peter Brady going through puberty! Lol! She sounds funny and she knows it. She'll just randomly make a loud noise just to laugh at herself. Sounds like something I would do! Hahaha!
Since we're both sick we can make funny noises together.
I sound very funny when I'm sick, my voice going from extreme highs to extreme lows with some squeaks in between. It makes my job interesting. Talking for 6 and a half hours today was very trying on my tender throat and I am without a voice entirely right now.
However, my chattering monkey mind won't let me rest so I am just texting like a maniac, and blogging too. I have been overcome with this desire to communicate and tell fart jokes.
Speaking of farts there is this guy on Twitter.. No lie.. And he goes by the name "Fart Robot". Everytime tweets about farts he will "re-tweet" with the words "FART ROBOT APPROVES"
I cannot get enough of it!!
Yes, readers, I'm a twelve year old inside!
I have a Snoopy keychain and Hello Kitty pajamas. I am not ashamed.
You know what else I can't get enough of? Fisherman's Friends!!!
They don't do much, because my package is from a year ago.. And it's lost it's potency. It's basically just cherry candy now.
I like the original ones with the eucalyptus oil. Helps ya breathe better!! Maybe it's eating so many cough candies which is making my tummy mad??
It's not food after all.
Anyways I really should try to relax and rest so that I can get over my cold and back in the gym where I belong!
Night night!! Sleep tight!
Don't let Twitter keep you up all night! Lol!
Xoxoxo
M.
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